I should not focus about it , just take it positively , if that makes sence … MOOVE ON . It’s okay , it is okay .. isn’t it ? yes , it is !!
What a mess
I’m getting soooo pissed at this , it’s not suposed to work like that , We are supposed to know before everyone else , not the contrary . Fuck that. I mean , we are the ones fucking working our asses off to get this to work properly and all of it gets fucked as if you blew a fucking candle ? Not even a mail to let us know today ? fuck you , I feel fucking betrayed ,...
I didn’t post for a while now. I wasn’t feeling like writing and posting. But I’m here and I’m totally overwhelmed. Something strange happened. Few days ago, this feeling came from nowhere and with no reason. I woke up a morning with nothing, I feel empty inside. It was like I died during the night. I’m not living anymore: I’m surviving. Everything was good...
What am I gonna do with my life ? What do I want to do and what am I good at ? What do I love ? Questions , questions …. Once I answer one I have another fucking question coming my way . -M
Just been to Rita Ora’s show , she was amazing ! Woow ! She was so beautifull and It was my first time in a night club .. this night club was a kind of classy chick night club , not something for me LOL , I’m from the ghetto .Anyways , she fucking killed it tonight , I don’t regret anything , I love life , wow , so many things I still haven’t done in my life ,...
what a bitch
I hate this teacher . I expected it but I hate her . She could have waited, anyways , I guess it’s time to get shit done.
oficially hate early mornings .. as If I didn’t do before , especialy when it’s back to school and you have plenty of tests in the day. Fuck -M
The temptation is too much . I can’t help myself -M
HOLY FUCKING SHIET
Oooh , that’s bad! very bad ! I’m having catastrophic grades ! It’s massively worrying ! I should sort this out ! and be more responsable about my life , it’s time to change . I have to do something about this or I won’t get graduated this year , I don’t want to be in high school next year because If I am … I’m fucked , I want to...
I don’t know what should worry me the most … The fact that we are in hollidays for 2 weeks and I haven’t done anything for school or the fact that I don’t even give a flying fuck ? I tend to think that I am putting too much pressure on me but on the other side , isn’t it good to be pressured ? even if I suffer ? ( but that won’t lead me anywhere...
I can’t believe I’ll meet Rita Ora ! I’m so excited but I have to hide this excitment. My parents will never know that. I didn’t do my homeworks yet but actually… I don’t give a fuck. Today, I ate to much *as always* but I couldn’t do it, all my family was at home. So I’m hating myself. I don’t wanna go back to school. Fuck, fuck...
Heading to see Rita Ora live next week and maybe have a little chat with her ! Amazing I gotta find something , an excuse for my parents tho .. my dad won’t be here so it’s easier , I guess it’s a sign .Anyways , that’s great ! -M
Hey , Lately I’ve been thinking about how I have been 2 weeks ago .I did not like anyone or anything anymore , I was confused , there was no balance anymore in my life , I hated school , people , my familly , y self , my job , I hated everything . Life had no point for me . It was like a depression ,I’m actualy realizing that I almost fail into that trap . ” DEPRESSION ”,...
What the fuck ?
I don’t know what’s happening ! What’s wrong with me ? Arrrrg ! I don’t feel I’m able to do it even if I am. I have the time but I’m sure of the contrary. It’s stupid. I really can not study. It’s like an allergy. Everyone tells me I am wasting my life. I KNOW ! Another failure and I am done. I can’t bear critics anymore....
Slightly Pissed 07/11/2012 14:13
Hey , so here is my rant . So today is a day like the others , we are in hollidays since last week , it’s almost over , and I haven’t done anything for school yet , but somehow I don’t realy give a fuck .I’ll work later.But that’s not what I want to talk about , I’m pissed coz’ I had some bad news. I was planning a lot of things and it’s all...
Hello , so this blog is about all the bullshit that me and she are going to talk about , If you are depressed , I would not suggest you too read some of these . Basicaly we are going to write about everything…Sad and happy moment / things that happen to us in our life everyday … We are 2 girls sharing with you some of our everyday life/experiences.